20 February 2007

Anticipation


Lately my time here has been occupied by waiting. I wait to hear from Canadian Immigration, I wait to receive job offers, I wait to go to law school, and I wait for my life to start back up. It's different for me, after having served in the Army, out here in the "real world". I can no longer go out there and make things happen and I'm now required to trust in others to make things happen.

To others it may seem that I have an easy life doing nothing but watching TV, surfing the internet, and playing video games. But it's not. It's maddening, because I wish I was out and about doing something but I can't due to the weather and lack of transportation. Once I can start working I hope to be able to get out and do more. It's just that right now all I can do is wait in hopeless anticipation for something good to come along.